hey kid, good morning, you look like an angel

oy, i am up at 1:30, no big shock there, and i'm watching elimidate...a little more shocking, but hopefully something which can be remedied once we move and get with the cable.

i should be packing, but i can't stop my mind long enough to get my body into action. there's so much going on in there. the thoughts pretty much circle around one another, i sort of picture them like angry wolves, snarling, challenging eachother for my attention. the moving wolf wants me to think about it but the love wolf is putting up a strong fight. meanwhile, the work wolf is baring its teeth, but the family wolf has him easily intimidated.

i need to sleep. i need to sort myself out. i need to escape to a world that doesn't exist...

i need to chill and just get out of this rut...

i need to relax...